Confession

I have not done anything wedding related (i.e. planning, shopping, thinking, reading) in weeks. You may have noticed since I haven't posted anything wedding related since August 7th when I posted about where to do out engagement pictures. And in case you are wondering - we still haven't decided.

I do think this lack of wedding planning the past couple weeks has been getting to me. I sort of had this mini panic attack looking at the calendar the other day. I was setting up my next hair appointment for October 13th. That's 363 days away from the wedding. Or, 1 year minus 2 days. I know one year is still a long time to plan a wedding, but there is just something about that milestone. Like I feel like I REALLY have to get my act together.

What's worse is that I have started having these reoccurring dreams. They are a little different every time, but the idea is the same. B and I are getting married tomorrow and nothing is planned. Well, nothing more than we have now. We have a place to get married but something is, or many things are, missing. In the last one, the officiant didn't know what day the wedding was. Another, I didn't have a dress and no one knew how to get to the venue. Another, I forgot we were getting married that day.

I am SURE I am not the first bride-to-be to have these dreams. They aren't necessarily bad. They remind me that I have stuff to do. But I am afraid they are going to start getting worse as the day gets closer and closer.

Has anyone else had these dreams leading up to their wedding?